Life Ain’t That Easy

Umur… tidak menentukan tahap kebijaksanaan & kematangan seseorang… juga… menjadi kayu pengukur seseorang manusia…

Orang berusia… adakalanya gagal memberikan pedoman & teladan
mereka yang muda… tapi, dek kerana EGO… semuanya ditolak ke tepi…
akhirnya… tidak puas hati & cetusan2 lain yang bersifat negatif
menjalari diri…

Orang muda… pula seringkali dianggap tidak
MATANG… sebab… ye lah, MUDA katanya… ilmu pun cetek sangat…
banyak manalah ilmu secara tidak berpengetahuan ada di dalam
sanubari… dan selalunya, kesan impak yang bakal melanda kepada anak
muda… melakukan sesuatu yang ekstrem tanpa memikirkan batas2 hidup
dan pastinya keutuhan iman dalam diri… Jiwa anak muda selalu
memberontak… mahu mencuba segala benda yang berkemungkinan… tapi, ada juga orang muda yang MATANG fikirannya… lagi BIJAKSANA daripada yang berusia…

Bagi aku sendiri, pokok pangkal letaknya pada HATI. Kemudian, gunakan RELEVAN setiap tindak-tanduk & bukannya BUTA TULI meletakkan penghakiman (judgemental? huhuhu) ke atas INDIVIDU itu sendiri (sama ada INDIVIDU itu adalah orang yang kita kenal lama atau baru kenal).

Kadang-kadang, belajar bagus-bagus, sampai diploma, ijazah dan etc… tapi, BODOH pun berTINGKAT-TINGKAT juga. Sebab rasa DIRI tu PANDAIII sangat… bila PANDAIII itu dah melampaui tahap KEBODOHAN orang yang berkelulusan lebih rendah daripada diri sendiri… masa tu, dah tersungkur, dah terbaring sekalipun… orang keliling mungkin dah tak dapat nak tolong… ye lah… kata PANDAI. Nasihat orang semua dah tak dipeduli… takkan nak salahkan mak ayah juga kan? balik-balik, orang tua juga disalahkan… sedangkan DIRI sendiri tak nak mengaku akan kePANDAIan yang sama tarafnya dengan keBODOHan… lantakkk kamooo ler, labuuu…

Hari ini, entah apa sengal aku punya supervisor perati henpon aku yang memang canggih-manggih buah mangges, si Nokia 1110… da dekat 2 tahun pun aku pakai… bahagia aku menggunakannya… tetiba, dah diperhati dari kejauhan… si supervisor aku ni datang menghampiri mejaku dan dengan sedap tekaknya melontarkan komentar… "Haiyaaa Jamy! Where got people use dis kind of henpon dis days! Nowdays aaa… people use 3G henpon wohhh! U gaji busattt… henpon 3G pun kedekut! Tukarlaaa… even your mother also use 3G henpon"…  aku bantai sengih smbl gelak2 xde perasaan… masa ni, mode emosi masih tidak berubah… aku balas balik, "I pakai henpon utk call & sms je maa… itu semua features tak penting"… pehtu, apa tah laie dia mengarut… aku biarkan je… bila tengok aku tak layan, dia pun gi sambung balik kerja dia… selang beberapa jam… setelah ramai staf da masuk… sambil dia dok lalu-lalang… kuar~masuk… dia berbunyi lagi, "Eh, Jamy… u beli la 3G henpon… ini henpon orang tak pakai la"… eiii, xhabes laie dok bahan henpon aku. tapi aku masih boleh dikira dalam mood yg boleh dibawa melawak, "Ala, Ah Foong. Pepayah, u belikan la saja henpon 3G kat i. abes citer. u pun x bising tengok henpon buruku i" & aku sambung gelak… dalam hati, "memang nak kena lukuuu la sungguh org tua ni"… pehtu, lepas aku sembahyang asar… dtg lg dok bagi khutbah jumaat tak bertauliah kat aku… kali ni… hmm tiada maaf bagi mu dah, dengan lancang aku jawab… "Okay, Ah Foong, nanti i balik… i cari kuali yang dah tak pakai
sambungan wayar, pastu i amek video kamera pasang kat henpon i ni…
mesti semua jenis 3G, beribu-ribu G leh dpt" sambil gelak mcm
lahanattt… dia pun sama… sambung ketawa macam aku lalu blah… kendian, lewat ptg… aku bersiap ingin pulang da tutup pc smua, sebaik aku sandang sling bag aku dan ingin melangkah keluar dari off, berbunyi jugakkkkk dia lagi, "Jamy, jangan lupa tau. Esok pegi sg wang… ada jual 3G henpon murah2"… wth?!! pegi la mamposss… henpon aku, duit aku… bukan ko punya henpon, mahupun duit ko…

Buat henpon nokia 1110 kusayang… jasamu tetapku kenang, kuhargai… selagi ko blom mereng, sehat walafiat… akan ku guna sampai la ko da bley kucampak longkang… xpe, usah ko pedulikan si tua terlajak yg xde kaitan dalam hidup kita berdua… hanya ko ngan aku je tahu betapa bertuahnya aku memiliki ko… wohoooo…

Boys would say this… gurls would say that… the arguments contineus… in the end of da day… all sums up as never ending arguments… keep saying, keep arguing almost da same thing… and yet, there’s one thing couldn’t tear it apart… because i need you, you need me… and most likely, da appropriate word should i use is… LOVE!
Erm… wait… am I talking about LOVE? am I in love?
TETTTTT!!! Nahhh!!!
It happened to be… well, I’ve seen FRIENDS around me… dealing with da NEVER ENDING ARGUMENTS… couldn’t stands why their partner like this, why their partner like that… heh, the TRUTH is… i’ve been SINGLE for 5 years… so, it’s kinda funny when talking + discussing with a PERSON who’s not in the same CONDITION… just used some OL’ EXPERIENCE… i mean… i just used the RELEVANCE & SENSE… hahaha! pfbbttt…
but, honestly… maybe some of thoughts might be useful although not as good widsom or what so ever you might say…
i would like to say more… but maybe… other people might think… "Owh, no wonder you are still SINGLE now. Doesn’t have boyfriend!"
So, what?!!
I’m happy with myself, my family & my friends.
Well, for me… SHARING the most SPECIAL FEELING with some STRANGERS really took GRANTED… to let go all the guards that I’ve been keeping to myself.
Being hurts & get involves with NEVER ENDING ARGUMENTS… hmm… makes me THINK… do a lot of THINKING…
It’s not like… i’m eager to WIN every single ARGUMENTS… and that’s why… TOLERATE appears… without TOLERATE… the ARGUMENTS will always be NEVER ENDING ARGUMENTS… and with TOLERATE… comes LOVES, CARES about the people we LOVE, CARE…

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI 2007

Buat semua kaum muslimin & muslimat, aku mengambil kesempatan ini… mohon ampun dan maaf… zahir dan batin… di atas segala keterlanjuran, kekurangan~ajaran, terkasar bahasa, tercuit hati dan perasaan. Semoga Aidilfitri tahun ini dirai dengan kesyukuran & kemeriahan yang agung….

    First Of All… I would like to wish a HAPPY HATCH~day to my "kembar" (college mates), Faradilla Ramli @ LaLa… heh, still remember how we find out our BIRTH DATE same! Lawak gila… Neway… lama gila x jumpa ko… huhuhu…
    5 early MESSAGES I recieved as early as 12am are Chipmunk + Cik Kacang + Ezli MAUL + my sis, Kak Ema + Riena CHAOS… thanx… den masih muda remaja ribena… hahaha… ;p
    To all the people who sent SMS + wish @ friendster or @ myspace… thousands THANK YOUs…

Tag… Tag… Tagged!!!

    Ini adalah hasil penyakit berjangkit yang disebarkan oleh 2 anggota CHAOS… pfbbbt!!! Hantooo punyer E’en + Riena Last Minute… x per par sals den terbabittt… huhuhu… Maka… inilah hasilnya… lalala~~~

5 THINGS IN MA SLING BAG

• My pencil case… kata writer… wahahaha… penting woo! ;p
• My small diary… yea, saya memang suka menulis…
• My Berjaya HVN Staff tag… tak bawak, mampos x masuk office!
• My SONY walkman mp3 1GB… ini la kwnku d kala naik bas + dlm LRT + jln kaki pergi-balik office.
• My spec’s box + pendrive 1GB.

5 THINGS IN MA WALLET

• LRT’s card worth RM20… sebulan 2x beli…
• Maybank’s ATM card… hanya berguna di awal bulan saja… sebab once aku dpt gaji… aku harus pindahkan ia ke tempat yg lebih slamat, yakni tidak menggunakan unsur kad yang boleh dicucuk2… hahaha + Real Rewards Card… mari kumpul point banyak2… hehehe…
• IC + License (car + motor)… jadilah pemandu yang berKHEMAH… hahaha!
• Money RM155… jumlah wang bergantung kepada keadaan… ;p
• Handyplus… in case, got cuts… sy mmg suka bersiap-sedia.

5 THINGS IN MA ROOM YG HEAVEN…

• PC’s + streamyx… d sini lah berlakunya segala  dunia maya… wahahaha…
• Ma bed + 3 pillows gebu2
• Meja menulis with stacked dictionaries… huhuhu… mari kayakan minda…
• Digital Camera Sony DSC 650…
• Gantungan baju2 keje + jerseys + baju2 yg berkaitan…

5 THINGS I WOULD LOVE TO DO

• Take LANGUAGE courses… maybe Japan + Mandarin… keperluan pekerjaan!
• Memandangkan dah ada PASSPORT… maka, den berhasrat berjalan2 ke luar negara lagi… hehehe… insya Allah!
• SERIOUS into PHOTOGRAPHY… buy DSLR’s camera… NIKON or CANON or SONY ALPHA… insya Allah!
• Menambah koleksi harta sendiri… such as… hehehe.. rahsia… banyak sgt bercerita… jadik lain… aku gak syahduuu… hehehe.
• Bekerja keras utk diri sendiri & keluarga terchentaaa… ini lah saja HARTA yang aku ada sepanjang hayat…

5 THINGS I’M CURRENTLY INTO

• Side PROJECT with cik kacang… do visits, http://wengzbiz.fotopages.com/
• Find more FREELANCE JOBS… browse here n there…
• RAYA mood… layaaa… layaaa…
• Kemas uma + kemas bilik + laypark dgn mereka2 yang sepatutnya + sewaktu dengannya…
• Downloads lagu2 yang patut… MUSIC is ma life…

Huhuhu… yay! sudah siap… pejadahhh la korang tag-tagged ni… ;p rasa macam survey + banci-membanci… hahaha ;p aku xth tag sesapa dalam fwenster + mysepesss ni pasal… aku tahu… ramai yg ada dlm list aku… bukan rajin memBLOGkan diri… maka, sekian… mekasey…

Got this idea when i’m on da way to the off… in the lrt… with my SONY’s mp3 on my ear… hearing all the songs… which i realize… most of the songs have their own story with me & my friends… heh… maybe… some of you would say… i DON’T have work to do… nahhh! i’ve got tonnes… but then, need some chill… so, here goes da list…

1. Low Millions - Eleanor & Acceptance - Difference = reminds me to Cik Kacang… and our trip to Pangkor. Masa ni, baru kenal… hahaha…

2. Mario Vazquez - Gallery = reminds me to Cik Penin… while were jogging @ Tasik Perdana (cik penin kata, Lake Garden ;p)

3. Pussycat Dolls - Beep = reminds me to TEACHER… Teacher kinda crazy with making dancin routine + aerobic… huhuhu…

4. Mario Winans - I Don’t Wanna Know = reminds me to my … hahaha… those days & hangert memories.. owh and also… Teacher’s caller tune

5. Usher & Alicia Keys - My Boo = this song… would remind me to… a FRIEND that… erm… no longer FRIEND anymore?!! huhuhu…

6. Inxs - After Glow = reminds me to… ehemmmmmmmmmm… buek! ;p

7.   Nickelback - Far Away = when i’m all alone… layan gwa… hahaha… wth?!!

8. Powderfinger - My Happiness = dis is the best song EVER!!! I’m not sure if the band, Powderfinger still exist… huhuhu!

9. KRU - For You = mestilah… pasal Yusry KRU nyanyi… hahaha ;p

10. Eve - Who’s That Girl + 50 Cents - In Da Club = let’s go clubbin… huhuhu…. ops! those days… hahaha… now, no more… huhuhu

Okay… okay… i know… it’s been A WEEK… sory bout the LATE review of OUR holidays @ Bangkok, Thailand…

So, here it is… sorry if the INCCORRECT terms, names or what everrr (tiru gaya budak YouTube) dat will be use in this review (err… why suddenly, sounds sooo demmm SKEMA? wth?!! oppsss… puasa… ;p)

It’s 4 days 3 nites holiday @ Bangkok, Thailand. We flew using AirAsia (the RM0.00 tix that we managed to bid atas hasil usaha Mc Yah a.k.a our Teacher for WENGZ™) on 4th Sept @ 2pm (supposed 1.45pm, well u know… AirAsia… huhuhu). Da journey from LCCT to Suvarnabumi Airport took almost 2 hours  something (p/s: dis is my 2nd time fly, 1st time go over the sea… hahaha, kecohhh ni™)

Well, the WENGZ members kinda divide by TWO groups… different time fly from KL to Bangkok…

1st group (Me, Cik Kacang, Father, Teacher, Headmaster, Izan) - 1.45pm

2nd group (Cik Penin, Incik Tapai) - 4.++ something…

So, we arrived around  4pm something (@ bangkok, 3pm something)… after took our luggage, grab almost all MAP of BANGKOK that could be found (definitely FREE!!! hehehe & for a TOUR GUIDE thingy)… we rent a LIMO (is it? but it’s a VAN) that cost 1200Baht (6 of us) to send us @ Silom Trinity Residence… along the way to the hotel… we kinda browse all the brochures, maps, mags… and u guyz gonna AMAZED wit d ADS… Hahaha! Alert! Alert! Soft pornssss… teeetttt!!!

Oh… dis is another WARNING for others who wants to go @ Bangkok… beware of THAI’s people… they really CRAVESSSS for TIPSSS. Cian Father… kena pow… eh… kan kan kan… almost every single SERVICE they gave, they will ask for TIPS.

@ hotel… wow!!! we all AMAZED… very big, cosy and everything nice… we unpacked our luggage… we rest for a while… before heads out to EXPLORE BANGKOK… hehehe…

We kinda HUNGRY… so, first of all… we look for MUSLIMS food… with our TEACHER, HEADMASTER & important saviour, MAPS… we manage to find INDIAN RESTAURANT… we had nasi beriyani, kari ikan, pappadom (btol ke aku spell ni) n etc etc… oh god, we glad we are KENYANG! hehehe…

So, next stop will be… take a walk around SILOM town… wow… it’s getting busier @ nite… after seing this n that… da WENGZ decide to have a MASSAGE. 250Baht for different massage [such as thai massage (whole body), shoulder massage, foot massage, etc etc].

Owh, on the other hand… we kinda worried about Cik Penin n Apai… coz they didn’t replying my message… just to make sure they arrived safely… [huhuhu... cuakkkkk dowhhhh, kan kan cik kacang... huhuhu]

After massage… we kinda had little shopping… i bought maself 2 snowcaps for 200baht (RM20)… coz since KL kinda hard nowdays to find cheper snowcaps ( nowdays, i have to buy @ Universal Travellers for my snowcaps that cost 3+.++ or more for 1 snowcap… huhuhu)… well, the others… some of them bought sandals for tomorrow "JALAN-JALAN"… (p/s: we also jalan2 tgk dot dot dot… perghhh… kiri kana dpn blkg la perkhidmatan ditawarkan… sapa x kuat iman… mmg xde TERUNA + DARA la kot… siap menari-nari intro dpn club ajak masuk…hahaha… still can remember the offer from the "dot dot dot"…. "100baht… 100baht"… kui kui kui)

Looking @ our watch, it’s around 9pm something (Bangkok 8pm something)… and we kinda RELEIF that we saw cik penin + incik apai luggage! (haiya… lu olang bikin semua olang susah hati wooo… ;p)… and a few minutes… they got back… and they also do some shopping… hehehe…

2nd day (5th Sept 2007)…

Hmm… i’m kinda like woke up EARLY… well, i’m kinda barely hard to sleep (heh… it’s not only because of da sound of "krohhhh… krohhhh… krohhh"… i just couldn’t sleep…). I almost woke up every single hours… demmm… but still, around 7.30am (6.30am @ Bangkok)… i just couldn’t help myself to wake up… and woke up everybody… hehehe… we had our bfast in the room… had bread, oat, maggi, munchies, etc etc…

Around 11am something (10am something @ bangkok), we starts our journey… we visit Grand Temple… after take Skytrain, we took a bot ride along Chao Phraya river… around 15 minits, i guess… as we arrived @ pekebendatah nama tmpt… we kinda wondering around the stalls there… n heading to Grand Temple… we decide not to take "TOUR GUIDE" coz ourselves already had unofficially "TOUR GUIDE"… hahaha…

After finish visits Grand Temple… our stomach kinda make sound… heh, yeap it’s 1pm (12 pm @ bangkok)… starts to find stall that sell HALAL food… we saw FRUITS again… (owh, forgot to mention that FRUITS kinda became our MAKANAN RUJI or MUST HAVE MUNCHING STUFF… it’s really CHEAPPPP!!!! I do missed da FRUITS in Bangkok… from shakes, juice and FRUITS itself… huhuhu)… We managed to find HALAL stall to stuff our hungry stomach… melantak MURTABAK di tengah hari… (huhuhu… boleh ler… kenyang le jugak…)

So, settle MAKAN & toilets… (hahaha… ;p)… melihatkan anak² bomba begitu penat & juga cuaca panas… TEACHER suggest that we do INDOOR activities… hehehe… so, we took bot ride back to pekebendatah nama stesen n heads to Stadium Station where’s d MBK Centre (shopping mall) situated. Yeahhh… time to SHOPPING till you BENGKOK… hahaha… it’s really CHEAP after all the BARGAINNNNN thingy… (cik kacang almost gonna be BANNED coz she made all the tokey kedai peninnnn… hahaha)…  and… jeng jeng jeng… kerana ghalit shopping… kami anak² ikan kod emulsion… "KEHILANGAN" bayang + jejak + kesan TEACHER n HEADMASTER… uwaaa… "Where Are You Teacher? Where Are You Headmaster?" huhuhu… stlh mendapati kami juga BENGKOK akibat shopping & kehilangan misteri Teacher & Headmaster… kami pun pulang ke pangkal jalan setelah melihat jam pkl 6pm something (5pm s/thg @ Bangkok)…

Smpi d hotel, kami mandi, bersiap & menunggu kepulangan mangsa hilang… namun masih tiada tanda jua… maka, kami pun mengatur agenda sendiri yakni… "JALAN² CARI MAKAN"… dgn bantuan "TOUR GUIDE" baru, yakni cik penin n incik tapai… we managed to eat @ Malaysian Restaurant - Cili Padi… the place just opened about 2 months ago… ohhhh HEAVENNN!!!!!! tanpa ragu-ragu, syak wasangka… kami membaham unsur pemakanan di sana dengan lahapppnya (tapi, idok ler sdp sgt… biasa2… kurang mantappp, kick, power, bla bla…)… mungkin disebabkan lapar, kami makan la jugak… memandangkan agak lapar menahan diri… (smpi ada org tu… tmbh nasi 2x tawww… hahaha)

So, after our perut already KENYANG… we had a walk to the nearest NITE MARKET… not much to buy… just wandering, walking, side-seing… n for new adventure, we took "TUK-TUK" ride to our hotel… (giler pelesit punya "TUK-TUK"… ikut sedap tekak dia amek corner… celah sana-sini…)

As we arrived back @ hotel, teacher n headmaster already back… hahaha… stlh sesi kena-mengenakan balik… kami pun masuk tidur… penat wooooooooo… jenjalan seharian… huhuhu…

3rd Day (6th Sept 20007)…

Stilllllll… i couldnt SLEEP well… arghhh!!!

Woke up da same time yesterday… but today… we have to CUT OFF all the place to visit because some of the WENGZ² already BENGKOK… hahaha… so, we had our breakfast in the room also… and after dat, we kinda jalan2 indoor ke hampir kebanyakan SHOPPING MALL @ Bangkok… hahaha… jln2 tengok saja la… kuan kuan kuan… cuci mata, telan air liur… kui kui kui… yg pasti,  AMEK GMBR d merata tempat…  hahaha…

Around 5pm (4pm @ Bangkok)… we go back to hotel…  since we agree to MERENDE’ @ nite… hehehe…

After taking bath, taking nap, makan2… we go out around 8pm s/thing (7pm s/thing @ Bangkok)… heading to Suan Lum Bazaar Night… according to Teacher, it’s kinda like nite life @ Hartamas… taking Skytrain, monorel… some of the WENGZ bought something, some just cuci mata… there’s a stage performance… tp, smua sumbang~mambang… tahapehapetah lg… tak pahammm kami… yg phm… ms diorg nyanyi lagu omputih… hahaha…

Around 10pm s/thing (9pm s/thing @ Bangkok)… we went back to hotel… kinda tired… but some of the members… ajak lagi kuar nak tgk dot dot dot memandangkan ini adalah malam terakhir kami @ bangkok… hahaha…  aku mmg x lrt nak jenjalan… maka, sprh pegi mencuci mata, sprh smbg tdo…

4th Day (7th Sept)…

Ya… last day WENGZ™ @ Bangkok…
had our breakfast, packing stuff etc etc…
we bring down our luggage n ask the hotel to keep it for a while coz our flite gonna be late @ in the evening…

1st Group (cik penin + apai): flite time 5.45pm
2nd Group (Jamy, Cik Kacang, Father, Teacher, Headmaster, Izan): flite time 7.45pm

So, baki masa yang ada itu… digunakan sebaik mungkin oleh WENG™ untuk bershopping kali terakhir @ MBK Center… heh… but before that, we heads to TMPT MAKAN coz it’s already lunch time… rupanya, ada HALAL FOOD @ MBK Center ni… ms pegi 1st time… x xplore sgt psl smua hanya ghalit shopping… so, dis last time around… we kinda xplore every floor in MBK. After kenyang, we did a very LAST shopping… (hehehe… memandangkan ada belen duit banyak lagi… kui kui kui)

So, around 3pm @ bangkok… we go back to hotel (ms ni, cik penin n apai already dah gerak dulu ke airport)… take our luggage n tahan 2 taxi… agak murah juga… satu taxi lbh kurang less than 300baht… huhuhu… kami gerak awal kerana bimbang akan JAMMED-tard yg bakal berlangsung d jalanraya… (harus diingat… JAMMED-tard @ Bangkok paling NERAKAAAAA pernah dijumpai, dilihat, dialami… huhuhu… aku siap tertdo kerana bosan tgk JAMMED-tard dluar jendela)

Lebeh kurang 5pm @ bangkok arrived @ airport… check in luggage around 6pm something @ Bangkok… meskipun duit kami beribannn lagi (dlm Baht yer… hahaha), tayah ler komerrr berangan nak shopping @ airport diorg ni… mahaiii cam @ KLIA, LCCT…

Stlh selesai check in, kami trus m’cari pemakanan terakhir @ bangkok… yeah! hader HALAL food… trus serbu… tapi… mak aih… MAHAIII… memandangkan tiada talian hangerttt lagi… makan hajer le labu sayonggg… (kata duit ribannn lagi… hehehe)…

Kami berlepas dari Bangkok… TEPAT pd masanya… dan smpi d LCCT agak awal, lbh kurang 11pm @ malaysia… alhamdulillah, slamat kami sampai di Malaysia, tanah airku terchentaaa… hujannn ms smpi tu… tunggu luggage… pehtu, tunggu dkt 2 jam pengangkutan mengambil kami pulang… huhuhu…

Maka, saya di sini… ingin menoktahkan taipan saya… HOLIDAY yg dikira BESHHHHHHHHHHHHH… okeh, nexxx destination puleazzz… hehehe…

Had dis conversation with TWO people (nama dirahsiakan, hehehe)…

So, da conversation sounds like dis (not all… i just HIGHLIGHT da IMPORTANT point)…

Adat berKAWAN… bergaduh… berbaik…
tapi, berGADUH dgn KAWAN… lain LUKAnya…
walaupun kita FORGIVE & FORGET…
PARUT tu ada…
it’s not that… tak boleh LUPAKAN… sebab… PARUT itu ada di situ… da SCAR is there…
even da berbaik… you will find… i mean… you willl REALIZE… there’s a GAP…

so, another point from the other person…

"Aku rela HILANG KEKASIH… daripada KAWAN… KAWAN untuk SELAMANYA… KAWAN sampai AKHIRNYA… sampai MATI… sampai terpisah NYAWA itu dari JASAD"

part ni… aku tersentuh sangat…
terkenangkan persahabatan sejak di bangku sekolah… separuh hidup… mengenali dan memahami… titik noktahnya, PUTUS sebelum nyawa terpisah dari JASAD.

the other person pula beri pandangan…

Untung dapat KAWAN yang IKHLAS & JUJUR…
tak berkira… walaupun banyak kali kena HENTAM, kena SAKIT HATI…
sedia terima KAWAN yang banyak kali tinggalkan PARUT tidak terlihat dek mata kasar…

Hmm…
Tak minta pun mana-mana INDIVIDU memberikan PENGHORMATAN.
KAWAN bukan atas perkataan KAWAN itu saja…
KAWAN kerana kita ingin mengenalinya
KAWAN kerana kita mahu memahaminya
Kalau KEKASIH kita boleh TATANG, kita JAGA HATINYA…
kenapa tidak di TATANG & DIJAGA HATI kawan itu juga?

Masing-masing dah besar…
Masing-masing berotak, berakal…
Tak luak pun TOLERANSI itu…
Tak rugi pun KESEFAHAMAN itu…
Tak cela pun kalau saling MEMAAFKAN…

How I wish… I could FIX the SITUATION…

Dis is da 2nd time… happened to me… from da very same person… hmm… da very same way of condition… and it end up to… ME! yup… ME again! wHy? wHy me? i guess the WOUND never gonna HEAL… in extra explaination… da RELATIONSHIP never ever gonna be the SAME… rite? there’s no TOLERATION… there’s no EXPLAINATION… and the results… being LEFT for unconditionally REASON… thanx for making my day DOOMED… thanx a lot!