Archive for June, 2008

~d AWKWARDNESS ~

Sunday, June 22nd, 2008

So, today…
Da day dat i saw YOU…
after all these days…
It’s so AWKWARD…
And makes me NERVES unbearable…
I can’t even look at YOU…
Although… I am hoping to see YOU…
I wish I could wink at YOU…
But, I guess… it’s like… da glimpse of YOU… kinda of e’nuff… to make me feel d existance of YOU…
I wish I could get more of YOU…
But, I guess.. da AWKWARDNESS really took all the HOPES that i’ve been waiting since that day…
I wish I could REACH YOU again…
And yet, da last thought… vanished da rest of happy ending story…

my precious ~ my hun ~ my boo

Wednesday, June 18th, 2008

Phew!
At
last…  i managed to buy myself… da most wanted thing i ever wanted
since 2 years ago… the thing that can help me to gain more
knowledge… be more skillful… expands my experience… well, also as
an alternative for myself… if one day, i get bored do translation
subtitle… i guess, this is the thing… the matter… everything that
i’ve been CRAVING… my precious ~ my hun ~ my boo… presenting, NIKON
D80!!! wee… i’m so thrilled, blessed and grateful. Thanks to Allah…
for making it for REAL. Alhamdulillah. Amin

3 Doors Down ~ Let Me Be Myself

Monday, June 9th, 2008

here’s the song taken from the latest album of 3 Doors Down, "3 Doors Down"… i bet, this song gonna be the next hit single from them…

here’s the link from YouTube–>> http://youtube.com/watch?v=W_oQPZMqmYM

Here’s The Lyric… enjoy

        I guess I just got lost
being someone else.
I tried to kill the pain,
but nothing ever helped.
I left myself behind,
somewhere along the way
hoping to come back around
to find myself someday

Lately I’m so tired of waiting for you
to say that it’s okay.
Tell me please
Would you one time let me be myself
so I can shine
with my own light.
Let me be myself.

Would you let me be myself?

‘Cause I’ll never find my heart
behind someone else.
I’ll never see the light of day
living in this cell.
It’s time to make my way
into the world I knew.
And then take back all of these times
that I gave in to you

Lately I’m so tired of waiting for you
to say that it’s okay.
Tell me please…
Would you one time let me be myself
so I can shine
with my own light.
Let me be myself.

For a while,
if you don’t mind,
let me be myself
so I can shine
with my own light.
Let me be myself.

That’s all I ever wanted from this world,
is to let me be me.

Please, would you one time
let me be myself
so I can shine
with my own light.
Let me be myself.

Please, would you one time
let me be myself
so I can shine
with my own light.
Let me be myself.

For a while, if you don’t mind
let me be myself
so I can shine,
with my own light.
Let me be myself.

Would you one time
let me be myself
and let me be me.

Pathetic!!!

Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008

Here’s the thing…
one of my office colleague… more proper to say… the "makcik"… very da… i don’t know how i put this word… very da fucking actress… two-face… actually, not really TWO-face… thousand faces… hahaha…
So, today… she came to office after took 2 days "MC"… which i know the real reason why she took those MCs…
All these "acting-thingy" happened to be smoothly successfull… but, for me… it’s kinda starts to irritate me…
She keeps telling the others… why she got da 2 days MC… not feeling well, lemah2 badan… doktor ambil darah… suspek denggi… i mean… klu tgk muka sedey tu… mmg org laen akan percaya… but, after those people blah… dtg @ aku… citer la, "Akak kelmarin… kat sini… kat situ… bla bla bla… gi sana… gi sini…"!
I mean… come on… lah… "do you have to?"… d’uh… and guess what… because of those 2 days… every hour, she’s been chasing by my supervisor… asking these n dat… these n dat… and really makes me… AAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!
Stupid fucking asshole!!!! Why do these all fucking people have to spoil my day?!! Demmit!!!