Life Ain’t That Easy

Seminggu… aku rindu…
Hari-hari itu… tidak seperti dulu…
Tiada yang menanti…
Tiada yang dinanti…
Tiada yang menunggu…
Tiada yang ditunggu…
Jasad kaku…
Aku termenung berteleku…
Menyeka tiap titis air mata…
Yang kian laju turun tanpa dipinta…
Sama ada aku rela…
Sama ada aku redha…
Perkiraan untuk emosi yang berkecamuk tidak mampu aku bendung…
Inikah dia… inikah kesudahannya…
Aku rindu… rindu sangat…
Perginya insan yang menamakan diriku sejak 26 tahun lalu…
…atuk… semoga sejahtera di sana…

Al~Fatihah…
Buat nendaku tersayang… Hajjah Rahmah Binti Haji Mustapha…
20 Januari 2008 ~ 8 pagi

It’s FRYday… quite FRY… very FRY… fry… fried… setgh masak… terlebey masak… so, i found dis…

~ Da EASIEST thing in the world to be is  YOU ~ Da most DIFFICULT thing to be is what other people want YOU to be ~ Don’t let them put YOU in dat position ~

Yup, it’s TRUE! Truly TRUE! In some way, it’s okay to follow other people thoughts.
But, all da way, all da time & sacrifice something that you are not into it… definitely not me!
Come to think about it… all the time we waste it… just to let other people CONTROL ourself… and in the end, we are not what we are suppose to be… such a waste!
In life, meeting new people… and sometimes, in proses making new friends… well, maybe… we kinda like try to pretend… er, should i use the word, control our behaviour… and after a while… true color starts to reveal… and thats when the arguement~thingy appear.

So, why bother not being YOU… yourself, aight?
You should proud being YOU!
No one can’t be YOU and YOU can’t be anyone else!
I mean… why must PRETEND something that YOU are not… just to please other people?
And you… inside of you… hurting… just to let other people feels good bout it?
I’m afraid… it might be a psycho~tense in future… trust me… I’ve SEEN it myself…
This is not about being SELFISH or JUAL IKAN or MASUK BAKUL~ANGKAT BAKUL SENDIRI…
Just, please… please make yourself the best out of it…

Be YOU… YOU & YOURSELF!

Wow… already 2nd January 2008?!!
huhuhu…
okay, i know… it’s kinda late to wish it…
but heck no… it’s my blog, aight?!!
So, everyone… dearest + beloved friends…
me, Jamy AJ… wanna wish YOU all…
a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!
May all your dreams come TRUE!
Hope everything going WELL!!!
More successful!
More prosperous! (prosperity’s Mc D also can! wakakaka ;p)

So, when everyone in this world bz want to celebrate New Year’s eve…
I just sit + relax + chill in front of my 42 inch tv plasma
(wahhh… takaborrr nyer… hahaha)
watchin’ "X-Men’s trilogy" (back to back) from 8pm until 1am on Star Movies channel, present by Astro (wahhh… promo nampak… kakaka)

So, my hope for this year…
hmm…
a lot… and a lot… lot lot lot… lot 10 buleh… lot saham pun bley… wahaha…
yang penting…
yang utama…
buat dulu… baru jayakan…

Berkenaan 2007 yg melabuhkan tirainya…
aku gembira dpt kuar dr GempakStarz… rezeki juga semakin bertambah… gained new knowledge, experience…
tak lupa juga… berjaya bercuti2 ke luar Malaysia bersama WENGZ… (jom jalan lagi… yehawww)
yang pasti, terasa lajuuuuuuuuu 2007 berlalu pergi… mungkin disebabkan byk agenda berlangsung tanpa disedari…

Sekian, ini saja laporan saya…
saya mau tido
nite

Jamy AJ
1.05am