Life Ain’t That Easy

Have you ever recieve e-mail saying that your e-mail address won this ONE BIG MONEY, bla bla bla, etc, etc, etc?
Hmm…
How I Wish It Is TRUE!!!
Hehehe…
Yeah, i know… it sounds SILLY! CRAZY!
But then, when it comes to one situation that you really need MONEY! (Adat manusia, duit tak pernahnya cukop! Huhuhu…)
I really WISH that those e-mails are TRUE!!
Huhuhu…
Usually, when I recieved that kind of e-mail, I directly mark it as SPAM!
But, sometimes… when I really bored… I’m kinda like… gatal² tangan… and reply those e-mail.
Kekeke…
And it turn out… they replied my respond and gave me next steps how to claim my winnings!
(Wahahaha… besh woo… layannn e-mail² ngarut ni… huhuhu!)
So, i reply and reply… they replied and replied… and usually, these thing end up with… they claiming you to pay delivery fees… parcels contain your money, certificate, bla bla bla…
Bila dah diminta duit… aku dgn beshnya, SPAM trus email² berkenaan… huhuhu…
Apo gilooo… mana ada orang menang, orang tu yg kena bayar… tul tak? Aku dulu menang Wall’s Durian Runtuh RM100,000 tu… rileks je… xde nyer disuh byr sana, byr sini… ha… itu baru kemenangan mutlak… benar… nyata… hehehe…
Okay, sambung blk psl e-mail yg kononnnya "E-MAIL KEMENANGAN"…
Kalau tak silap aku la… benda ni penah jadi kontroversi di Malaysia… siap masuk Buletin Utama TV3… huhuhu… dan kalau tak silap pengetahuan aku la… org yg dikatakan menang itu menanggung beban hutang tidak terkira banyak jumlahnya… gara-gara percayakan "E-MAIL KEMENANGAN" itu… huhuhu… apoooo la… camtu pun leh tipu tertipah… haiyaaaa…
Kalaulah aku mampu berkata sesuatu, akan ku katakan, "DoOd, mana ada benda FREE, MEWAH di dunia ini datang begitu saja!". Even aku menang Walls dulu pun pasal beli aiskrim Walls. Even orang beli nombor ekor pun, kena beli baru dpt habuan… semua benda @ dunia ada pelaburannya, ada habuannya… wassalam

The unfortunate event,

Really caused the state of mind…

And bring the CHAOS moment

And it does breaking the silence of me

wHy oh wHy

I don’t need all these CRAP!

I don’t need all these FUCKING THOUGHTS that WIPED all the GOOD THINGS in FRIENDSHIP

What more I can say?

What shall I do when things comes to worst?

Move on and let it be?

Laughing with TEARS and pretend everything FINE?

How I wish I was a kid again…

Nothing more or less… cross to mind and break another heart…

Is this how it supposed to be?

Jamy AJ™

~Life Ain’t Dat Easy~
11.20am

Been
a while… didn’t put some thoughts in here… despite of the hectic’s
life n job routine… etc etc etc… try to find some balance in
myself… glance every single frackle that might be led to another
tragedy… just bruise me inside… well, i don’t really talk openly
what’s on my mind or next agenda… it’s just that… when i think… i
should or CONFIRM that the THING is really gonna HAPPEN n make a big
impact for me… it turns to be… SCARS. Okay, i’m not saying i gave
up… it’s just that… things happened… and for some reason, things
just dont simply happened and when you realize da fact and da truth…
you gonna say, "I should know it… and I should avoid it". But then,
it’s too late right… but for some people… u might just walkaway…
either you gonna think another way… or just live with it… But for
me, I want to reach my goal… even… if i have to do something
extraordinary… I will make it REAL. With all the circumstances, da
RATIONALITY to think WISE really makes me THINK… do a lot of
thinking… but, there’s a limit… coz i know, if i push it… it
might hazardous to me…